Dan Mayer's Blog

Well finally my horrible week is over. I think i did OK, but not very good on all my tests. Oh well long as i pass all of my classes i will soon get to spend more time on things i care about. I would really like to spend some time on my work project. This weekend i decided i was going to go out both friday and saturday night. Last night was alright, but really not all that special. I am hoping tonight turns out to be a little better. I have heard really good things about the "spotless mind" (actual title is a short novel) movie, and I am planning on trying to go see it tomorrow night if i get enough of my work done.

The law of chapstick:
The probability of loosing chapstick is directly proportional to the need for chapstick multiplied by the amount of chapstick tubs you own. Therefor if your in dire need of chapstick and you own 5 or 6 tubs the likely hood of actually finding chapstick is next to nothing.

I had a variety of dreams last night, one of them i was getting on a schoolbus and i was a child again, and i saw the most beautiful little girl and sat next to her on the bus. She smiled adn then morphed into a much older woman and the image like zoomed out and she was in a wedding dress and I was marrying her. I don't know what it means, but i am pretty sure it relates to the fact that i am a hopeless romantic.

I wrote a song a couple days ago, it was odd. I know i felt everything i wrote at one time, but i dont know if i feel it now. It was like i was finally expressing feelings and emmotions that i had years ago, but couldn't get out or express. To bad I have no musical talent and can't get the music that was in my head to go with the words to ever exist. I am sure that in a few years i will find it and just think it was a poem that i wrote. So how often do you have a realization or finally understand something that was really an issue years ago? It felt good like some weight was lifted off my shoulders after i finished writting it, even though i doubt i will let anyone even read it for years to come.

I am very concerned about the path that our country is heading down, with the very rich now trying to control what is morally right through campaigns and advertising on everything from marriage, drugs, health, and foriegn affairs. I am really curious to how things will look to me in europe and how i see their society and what differences that i notice.

I have plane tickets to Europe now. I have for a couple weeks. It is really exciting to know that it is actually happening. It is currently what i am looking forward to the most.

People deal with relationships in very different ways. I find it odd how some people spend so much time trying to do nothing but get married, and then another set that spends much time trying to avoid any sort of commitment. It seems all the girls i have been interested in lately are very against any form of commitment... or have been much older and married or engaged.

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Tonight i am drinking a new energy drink that i have never had before and I am going to write a review of it tomorrow. I shall now go to the bars and hit on women for the simple fact that i haven't hit on anyone recently and this bores me.