Well time to slow down a bit and look at what has actually been occurring around me... watching what has been changing lately...
So much is going on that I can barely adapt fast enough, I guess I feel as if I might have had just an incorrect belief or focus for most of my life, something that I wish was more correct, but as I learn more about society it seems I was doing wrong. It seems that their is a certain amount of selfishness required and needed in our current way of life. Which I attempt only in the most "strange" (we'll say) of situations. So at this point do I have to try to adapt? Do I just continue on as I have? At which point is waiting for the one, just hoping for impossible expectations?
This next part I expect to make no sense but to me (in my secret code (dom & nicole)) it makes sense...
If below the line you do drop
the tears just fall harder
for at and above the result is expected
but when you stagger and fall it should be
more to a acceptible level that you see
when you fail to see the result believed
your added pain is soon received
I dont know what to do
I leave my thoughts lost to you
After the drop I am back on standard
but it doesnt mean I am set right
and I know that it will drop tonight
so let it just remain.........
If you have an interpertation of that email me I doubt it should be posted...
Finally enough time away from the mask to once again say hello.
